Okay, there's a story here. First let me just say that this posting does not include very flattering pictures of me, but it's reality. Sometimes life just isn't pretty! But I digress...Once upon a time, I went in for a simple foot surgery. It was October 2011. The surgery went fine but it set into motion a cascade of unexpected and unrelated medical complications. I spent much of the next three months in this chair or in Andy's arms as he carried me from room to room. I got pretty good at crawling and hopping, too!
Several doctor appointments and procedures later, it became obvious that the job change I had long been considering was now mandatory for my health. We're quite certain that the Lord was in charge. Not so coincidentally, an ideal opening was posted at the time I was well enough to pull together my resume. I applied and was contacted for an interview. There I sat before a panel of 6 people and the whole time I was thinking how surreal it all was. With Andy's encouragement and much-needed reassurance, I have somehow found 20 seconds of courage many times over the past year!
So, I said goodbye to some dear friends in the NICU, goodbye to 12 hours night shifts, and hello to my first non-hospital nursing job. My new role is RN Care Manager for a family practice group. I'd been up in the tornado for so long and going to a new job felt rather like I'd been suddenly plopped down into Oz. Yet, unlike Dorothy, I'm not trying to find my way back. It's been a wonderful change for me and our family. Unchartered waters never felt so right.
Near the end of my recovery, we traveled south for Ryan's basketball tournament. I was determined to climb the dunes and hike the trails with the family. Boy was I slow and apparently put on quite a show. People would pass us on the trails and tell me I was almost there. One man commented, "That's gotta be worth double difficulty points!" I'm guessing that's a gaming reference?? At any rate, it helped strengthen my will to keep going.
And! After many months, my limp and the other medical issues have essentially resolved. I guess the Lord knew I needed to get really sick in order to nudge me in the right direction at the right time.
The end?



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